Be Strong and Courageous

For years, yes years (ever since I took my first short term trip in the spring of 2006), I have longingly browsed websites for various missions organizations, thinking, praying that one day once my student loans were paid off, I would go full time.  While I think that most of my intentions for waiting until my students loans were paid off (I didn't want to put that burden on supporters), part of it was fear (maybe I'll grow up a little and be more ready, more usable on the mission field).  Every spring since then I look for full time opportunities, then check on my student loan status, and then pray, and let it go...next year will be the year, if only I could pay off that loan faster...

This past spring I finally decided that I would inform my principal that the 2013-14 school year would more than likely be my last (I know, that's a lot of notice, but it's not always easy finding someone to teach Latin and Greek.  That move terrified me.  I have security at the school.  I have friends at the school.  Even now the thought of this next year being my last kind of scares me.  It also strangely excites me as I am beginning the search for a missions organization.  I received my first mailing from an organization yesterday.  I hope to hear from others soon.  I hope that at least one will hear what I propose, a performing arts ministry in Northern Ireland, and want me to join their team.  

What does God have in store for me as I move forward?  I honestly don't know.  A few things I do know: 1.) I am still contracted to teach this upcoming school year so it's not over for me yet.  I'll make the most of it. 2.) God has sent me friends who are like-minded in missions.  Perhaps He is already building his team. 3.) God is faithful and He has already addressed my fears: 

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous.  Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.  ~ Joshua 1:9